Weekened

Friday got my car back, so that was good.. Amy still hurt... can see it in her eyes and mood (somber). Went to homecoming parade in rain. In eve talked and loved. Sat it rained, no soccer. Amy went to wk (parking) and we met for lunch w/ kids. In the eve we went out for a bit shopping, then got takeout from Outback. Eve kept getting worse as she thought about it.. Hit rock bottom at one point, but then recovered at bit and we loved. Sunday didn't go well, she is still hurt and wants to stop. She is searching my computer, almost looking for something to be angry about.. she is having a hard time letting go of this. I am SO tired.. have been up late every night, and up early most mornings.. just running on nothing.. layed down about 7 last night while kids watching movie... That lasted about an hour.. wife was looking at sites again and getting upset.. she wants to quit school, not have surgery... just a mess. She went to bed early, and I laid down at 9.45. Today is another day, but the outlook is gloomy